But, God. Pt. 1

I’ve lived through seasons of pain, trauma, and doubt — moments when life felt hopeless and I wondered if God was even listening. In But, God. Pt. 1, I share my story honestly and vulnerably, from my struggles with self-sabotage and abuse to the dark moments where fear and shame tried to take hold.

Through it all, I’ve discovered that God shows up in the most unexpected ways. This book takes you with me into the “reverse world” — a place where unanswered prayers, heartbreak, and uncertainty challenge everything I thought I knew about faith. I open my heart so you can see how even in the darkest seasons, God’s presence can bring hope, healing, and restoration.

If you’ve ever felt lost, broken, or overwhelmed, my story will encourage you. I hope it reminds you that you are not alone, and that God can redeem even the hardest chapters of your life.

Join me on this journey, and let’s discover together how faith, perseverance, and God’s love can transform our pain into purpose.